ITS OVER!!!

Hes drunk and unmotivated and I am DONE!!! I've tried, I swear I have but he doesn't love himself and refuses to grow up and take responsibility for his own life so I must move on. I know I am not the skinniest most beautiful person in the world but I have a good heart and I try to make him feel wanted and important, but if he doesn't want to try to make something of himself then I can't fight this losing battle anymore. I don't know if this means I will be alone or what but I know that I can do bad on my own. I have worked hard to get where I am right now and I thought we were on the same page but I will not wallow in someone else's self pity. and I definitely refuse to be with a drunk. and all this is because we couldn't celebrate his birthday on the actual day. maybe if he hadn't got fired twice in a month we would have been able to have a celebration but instead I had to work to pay rent which we are still behind on. since then I have been working even more. If hes mad cause I went to a concert. the same concert I have been going to for 10 years then he can fuck off. I worked hard to get that little bit of time off while still paying bills and expenses. Hes not a man, hes a little boy looking for someone to take care of him. His own Mom is done with that job. I am moving on with my life. Whatever that means thats what I'm doing. Anything must be better than what I have right now 10 years is long enough to waste on someone who won't even help themself.