37 weeks...almost there

so here i am almost ready to pop this little guy out. still so excited to meet him and be his mommy. feeling lonely and scared at the prospect of being a single mom and i do mean SINGLE but doing it myself is much better than trying to do this with a serious mentally unstable selfish person. i know im gonna miss being pregnant and having baby Carter kick and tussle around inside me but i know theres gonna me so much more to experience once hes here. i hope im good at this whole parenting thing. i know im gonna do the best i can plus some! WHEW here we go...im gonna be a Mommy :)