Wednesday, November 17, 2010

brand new....

my heart got a lil bigger
feelings i thought were lost to youth
crushes and giggles, warmth inside, butterflies dancing from stomach to head
thoughts of love only flickered and now the possibilty
oh the possibility...
scared of the brokeness im all to familiar with
unsure if i can bare to chance pain again
just becoming familar with the thought that my beauty was unseen
but no longer, please no longer
i feel maybe i should run....keep distance, self preservation
but what if i didnt get hurt, what if beauty was something he sees
and i was someone he didnt just leave
for now ill just close my eyes and remember tonight i was held close and felt his warmth
soft lips against mine leaving wanting more, felt like magnets in our eyes
magical sight
so tonight when i close my eyes i wont be in pain wont be frightened wont be ashamed
dont know about tomorrow morning or night
ill have this just for tonight....

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